It's just one of those day when I'm feeling really down about myself..lol
I miss my long hair! I feel so uncomfortable with my short hair lately. It's too short to be tied up into a pony tail (or at least one that looks right!)
I cut my hair back in March..b/c I knew my bf liked long hair...LOL I wanted to test his love!!!
What it used to be...back when I lived in my 10x12 dorm room at Michigan State.

Miss my long hair.. :(
And I miss making my stupid faces alone in my dorm room, HAHAHA
And how it's short........

Short hair is hard for me to work with..I just throw a headband with a big ass bow on to distract you from my chubs face.hahaha short hair is never flattering when you got a nose like mine!!
LMAOO
I need the long hair to distract your eyes from my nose/other areas too...
I have to use at least 3 hair clips and 2 bobby pins for it all to stay up :(
It's been really hot outside too! I've just been indoors, apart from going to UPS or the USPS.
I did take my little sister (16) out to get some ice cream today. She got a twist, and I got a strawberry sundae :)
Then we dropped by my cousins' house (Dr. T) to give him some ice cream ^_^ haha I'm a suck up..he's my new "landlord" so I thought I'd start off on a good foot!
He's kind of tough when it comes to being professional in the workplace...
But hey..at least starting July 1st, we both can have a new lunch buddy ^_^
I need to change my schedule around. I've been staying up til 4am, making jewelry...chatting online...and waking up at noon each day feeling crummy.
I need to drink more water, I've been pretty dehydrated lately. My muscles are sore for no reason! It's been way too hot to to go out on the trail. I hate the smell of bugs, and sunlight lol
I dunno..that's how I would describe it!
I suspended new orders for DSKJewelry.com, I need some time to focus on the orders that have been placed. I got several custom orders, and I want to work on those. It's not very easy for me to work because I'm so unorganized! I don't work well with others around either..I need quiet time..I'm picky...and I do not like to be bothered lol. (mega bitch mode!) jk jk
This is the reason why I am renting a space, hopefully I can set up a stand in the dentist office too..get some sales ya know ;)
I just need to save money to pay off my credit card bills, and some money for my move.
It's never easy to pay bills..it breaks my heart!! At least my heart is happy with Minh..

I bought him 2 shirts from the Burberry outlet this past weekend. I couldn't resist their sale!
Plus..Minh always wears clothes from JC Penney's..sometimes he deserve a few nice things..like that iPod Touch I bought him...................................ooh the time will come when he will once again spoil me with nice things...I hope!!! But he's my pride and joy right now. LOL I have no idea why...if I'm not buying something for Minh, I'm buying it for my big bro Matt.. lol
I love to get them skin care for men..maybe it's cause I'm not a guy? I'm filling my buy skin care for men void? And sending it to them?? Who knows..I'm psycho.
Anyhow....
Blog sales are so much temptation..and just reading blog reviews about new products..that's just hard.. LOL
Anyhow..I just felt like writing my "diary" tonight.
Things I need to do tomorrow:
1. Veet my legs, and armpit area!
2. Change my toes nail polish
3. Change my nail polish & do a wicked cool design
4. Figure out something to do with my hair :(
5. Use some of my new makeup!! Maybe a FOTD?? It's been a while!
6. Read New Moon! I'm so behind!
7. Organize my work space aka parent's kitchen counter/dining table...
8. Work on jewelry orders
9. Hit up the post office
10. Call and bitch out stamps.com, chase bank, paypal LOL
11. Drink water and a lot of green tea!

My big bro showed me this car..and now this is all I think about! LOL jk..but it's nice to look at...maybe one day I'll see it drive by me in person?
Big...I hate you. Speaking of big..here's a picture I photo cropped for him, lol he has the worst pictures ever on his facebook..I have no idea whyy!! He was like Mr. Heartbreaker at Michigan State University lol. Maybe it's cause he's Taiwanese-American, 6'0?? Althetic? Drove a 350z? Anyhow..I'm lucky to have him as my "role model" hahahaa, we just give each other daily life advice every once in a while. Or he would lecture me A LOT..I appreciate it all though..really even though sometimes I would never listen to what he'd say.
Please
notice his eyebrows [
he hates me and about 5 other girls who comment about his eyebrows on facebook], LOL I told him to go get them threaded..and the second time he went to get them threaded..the lady like...probably thought he was gay and arched them like whoaa..hahaha..
::crosses fingers big doesn't read this!!::Speaking of eyebrows..I've been growing mine out! They look crazy, I'll take a close up tomorrow, lol..my mom was starting to yell at me b/c I got them threaded too often that they got way too thin...

DSK's "Big Bro" Matt
He's single..?
I'll keep you updated on his love life.
Or not..if he catches me posting about him online ..
p.s. he's from the Chicago area!!
And has a "big time" career
& just a hard worker, full of ambition and he deserve the prettiest Chi (Big Sis to me) ever!!
Mr. Big has been giving me life advice since I was 18, LOL
But hey..I think his advice helped me..look at me now? I'm with a great guy! Minh!!
Not with some loser from MSU that shall be unnamed.
Basically we both are indifferent about someone I used to "date" if you would even call it that..ew.
Thank Big!! I owe ya one!
HAHAA